3. Difficult Recoveries

Sun opens deep
inside my hands--

waking water
sleeping in my brain,

kissing my heart
year by year,

hour by hour:
takes me slowly

all the way apart.

*

Dumb luck
for the lost kid:
traffic his dad,
7-11 his home--
T.V. his best friend.

If not 7-11, then
something else:
but traffic and television
all the same.

Gently, on some wind,
a pigeon falls.
His stubby toes do a dance
to keep the kid
from becoming the road.

*

Heart,
you balance my failure.

Your Cheshire smile opens
when I turn--
where I would normally
look to myself,

startled by your grin.

*

Here is the door
where my heart sang
Green.

"Let the heart breathe,"
the sun says.

And so I go
through it each day.

*

The river
is a river
you cannot find.

You need it
more
than your face.

There is a flower too.
Find it.
Let the world go to hell,
but do not lose that voice.

*

Heart
beneath the ravaged
world, the ravaged spirit--

connect me,
please,
to love.

*

Give your life:
it's yours to give away!

Let them have it
for a penny
(let the wind go first).

Above you,
the sky, and

the moon hanging
off an old wire.

Be timed
to its swing.

*

Give -- please --
this old life away:
right from the center.

And dream
your way
through these
nightmares.

Dream better,
deeper
than this cold world
knows how.

*

Sink
straight
through
your reasons
not to live--

like a bird
in mid-air
falling
back
in love

with your mother
and your father:

bright rain,
beautiful earth.

*

Leave behind
all knowing,
all things--
and live
instead
on fire.

Sing and break
into innumerable pieces.

You asked
the unanswerable.

Now it's your turn
to kiss the sun.

*

The body
desires
warmth
and rest--
a meal or two,
and sweet love.

Buy a guitar,
watch T.V. --
sip 7-Up
and gaze at traffic.
The world lies all the time.

Play along--
let your spirit speak
in secret.

*

You couldn't walk
with those legs anyways!

Hang onto the sun instead.

*

A world of cars
is no place for us.

Invoke your classiest
carnival style
to make it through.

Be in love with
the shape of love--
in a world
torn to pieces.

*

You will love until
you live no more.

Death is just
a different channel:

from the news
to the weather,

while you don
your birthday suit--

the moon deep
inside your body,

your body a river
carrying an old song

cleaned and polished
by the bristling sun.